It happened to me

I try and try

Still I need to cry 

weeping deeply

Tears just leap

I think I should sleep

But I can’t

I think of you 

and lose my sleep

If I sleep by force

I get nightmares

I wake up

and stare at the wall

I see you suffering

and call you

but there is no answer

So I take a shower

Seeing myself in the mirror

does not help

What I should do?

Please, save me

I know again

I do not have you

Yes, my heart is forced 

to love you, my Lord