I can’t cry Out Loud

Recently I had a heart-ache 

I can’t tell from where

I've cried a lot silently

I can't cry out loud, that's my fate

My mind is drenched

I can’t focus on emptiness

My soul is mute

I can't say this to anyone

I've done nothing wrong

I can’t say a word, Father

I've cried a lot in my heart

I can't say this to anyone

My dreams are buried

deep into the earth

My happiness is gone

I can't say this to anyone

A piece of a broken dream

Why is it screaming?

My lovely heart is gone

I can't say this to anyone

I can’t believe my father

He became an outsider

Promises are scattered

I learned to have a dream

My memory of a mental injury

Oops, I can’t forget

I've cried a lot in my heart

I can't say this to anyone

My lips smile on

But are shadows of the past

trying not to lose the pain

I can't say anything

Please, hear my silence

I’ve no further words to express

I've cried a lot in the past 

I can't say this to the world