Secrete

Noun:   training to improve strength or self-control,

              or the trait of being well behaved

I was thinking,

What I didn’t say

It was mine,

and it stayed secrete

in my safe by discipline 

Too often it was my ego,

Even in the trap of a jealousy

Still it stayed secret 

Whatever was

It was guarded

in the risky moments

finally you found out

whatever left secret

from me in circumstance. 

Whatever I saved is gone

What is this, I was cheated

by you, life or me

What was untold is saved

will spoiled and lost forever

and it wouldn’t be yours.